Ok, I think I can figure that out LOL.
Yes, that was me. I did delete them from the server (I think, I logged into the Squirrel webmail and deleted them from there). Only thing is...they were deleted from my Outlook too! I was able to recover all of them except from yesterday up to 2 weeks ago. I tried looking around on Outlook to change it to delete from server upon download but, couldn't find that option...except for on my Palm Pro. Haha. I just created a new folder called SAVED and put them all in there but, I still think my disk space is overloaded because when I logged into Squirrel again it showed a SAVED folder there (not sure if was there before or not).
So, I dunno. :( Really at this point, it doesn't matter. He's been home since May...no need to keep the emails anymore. Hehe. Just the business related ones (like payments or receipts, etc.) are ones I need to keep.